Shikari Hana

Have you ever have a long dream and thought it was a movie?!?!?!

I wish to see the movie that i dreamt of…

          I’m having so much fun playing basketball this afternoon…The feeling is almost the same as playing basketball with my school mates 3 years ago. 3 years ago, i enjoy playing basketball every wednesday, friday and saturday… When resting on the bench, i enjoyed watching ppl playing basketball… Sometimes, just watching them playing basketball can improve your skill too! I love to watch those basketballers doing stuns…such as fade away, elude, jump shoot, 3 point shoot, air, no look pass and lots more. It’s really exciting..really…

          3 years ago, i was enthusiastic of playing basketball…i mean we (with my friends) Whether it’s hot, raining or any weather we were facing, we still continue playing unless it’s raining cats and dogs, only we are forced to stop. We play play play…..until all of us get so dark…..try u see my profile pic…. notice my legs there…u can see 2 different skin colours…tat’s because i was wearing shocks to play all the time…so the part where covered my leg will remain fair and other part of my skin got suntan….

          Past few weeks, i keep on thinking, until dreaming…to find back my old basketball gang to play basketball together…But when i’m playing basketball this afternoon, i realize that…playing with my new S1A classmates in tshung tsin…it’s like playing basketball in all saints 3 years ago. So, whether or not i manage to gather my old friends, i still have friends in my current school, who love to play basketballs….not only a few ,but a lot of them! Some of them are very pro as well…^.^

~Peace~

          I reached home from school around 4.30a.m. Drinking YOYO, i’m walking into my house, taking off my shoes……Pause!!! I took a glance to the garden opposite my house as the door is still open…..Few metres from me, the Lip RED Roses is so beautiful, i wish i could know how to plant those so that one day, my house garden will be full of roses with beautiful smell.

          I walk out my house, wear my pink slipper and go near to the flowers to see clearly. When i reached the gate of my house, there are 2 person in front of me…there are the workers maintening the house next to mine. I don’t wanna walk so close to them, so i walk to the basketball instead.

          My friends are there, playing basketball….They say they going to have a match, Girls VS Boys..So i joined them. We play full court and i’ll be the forward……I fell down during the match and my foot is so pain coz i’m wearing slippers running here and there….but WE have so much fun playing basketball although i’m the oldest among all. The sky is getting dark, so i went home….hot and sweaty…my YOYO haven finish drinking….but i have lots of fun in the basketball court…

I miss my basketball geng…all of u…..after exam…we gonna play basketball again k? u know who u are….all of u….miss u guys a lot!

          Being a 17 years old teenager (going 18 in 6 more days) is much tougher than I thought. I realize that since january this year, i been changing my attitude as well as my personality many times in order to suit my new life. But, it seems like some of the characteristics I should learn, were clashed together. And once they were clashed, u will find it weird. That’s why i find that it’s very difficult to make decision cause i do not know which is right and which one is wrong.

          If i chose the right one, i am very lucky. If, i chose the wrong one, ppl will start accusing me or talk bad about me. That’s why being now (myself) is very tough course the probability of being right is only 0.5. When i make decision, I prefer taking the majority answer, but during the Leadership Camp, I had learnt that majority might not be the correct one, you might be more educated than those ppl who answer it so need to choose wisely. Therefore, the probability might decrease since i need to take the majority answer as X to count the probability.

Well, some ppl might be curious what kind of characteristic i want to learn…

Since this blog was made to let my friends to know more about me..i should put down some…

- I want to be more caring to ppl around the world, maybe for those ppl who are not happy, i wan to listen to their stories and i wan to try and help.

- I want to be firm, and I want ppl to do things better and do not ignore their own responsibilities.

- I want to have more challenging life. I wish to took part in different things like basketball, swimming, cooking, red cross society, playing the piano, violin, guitar, leadership activity, computers, studies, choir………But i do not expect to be all perfect.

- I want to be nice to everyone, although i might be emotional sometimes.

- I wish to show my love to someone i truly cherish and take good care of him, that’s why i be with Samson.

- I want to give fortune to my friends or family by giving them surprise or those things they really wish to have, cause I really hope someone can treat me like that too.

- I want to do my best to pursue my dreams, cause the definition of my name is a high flyer with a high mission!

          It’s been quite a long time i did not post anything in my friendster blog coz i got my new diary and i decided to write everything on it ^.^ coz…i feel like when i’m typing for my blog, there’s so many things i feel like i need to filter like my own secrets as well as sensitive issues which i do not want to hurt other ppl feelings (anymore). I don’t really like to share my feelings (totally) in public coz some ppl might think that I that i juz wan to let out of my feelings and i don’t think is a good thing to do. maybe i should just share my happy fairy tale story over here which i will be happy after all.

          The difference between my own diary and blog is my diary is like "Princess diary" - if u got read those. Blog is a place u can post your own personal story or message u would like to share with ur friends and hope they will know more about u. ya…i think tat’s my own definition ^.^

Gtg!

          We gonna present the Hari Pahlawan Movie in school next tuesday (During Assembly) Thank God I do not need to be the Watak Utama for female…Phewww!!!!

          Neway, we gonna continue shooting the movie today…God, bless us especially Chun Kai so that we can manage to finish the whole movie before Tuesday. Well…I’m sure everyone of you curious how’s the story will be like right? If u read my previous blog….the one entitled "Hari Pahlawan Movie", u will know more about it :D.

          Trial Exam is getting nearer….omg…need to work harder! but how to work hardeR? Whenever i start studying at night, i will get sleepy…how how how?

           Finally i’m back to school after one week of holiday…and the smile on my face brightens the day! I don’t know why the feeling of coming back to school is great! Probably I get to see all my friends and lecturers again. Today, I reached school at 7.15a.m coz I received false information saying that we gonna have further maths test today! I came to school earlier to ask my friend about further maths homework.

          At that time , I still don’t believe that we going to have our exam today coz I remember I heard Mr Leong telling us that we going to have the test after holiday punya Thursday! But, I keep on wondering how come I’m the only student who heard that. I received this false information yesterday around 10p.m and it gave me a shock as I did not study yet! Can’t you believe it I was actually burning the midnight oil one day before school reopen??? When our first lesson almost start (around 7.40a.m), I gave up on studying coz I guess my mind is still sleeping  and I cannot think much!

          There’s only one right way easy way => go ask my group leader when is our test. So, I went there and ask her (Yi Sing). She told me is on Thursday!!!!! Yippie! I jumped up cheerfully coz I have few more days to prepare for my test. Happily, I went back to my sit to tell my friends that what I told them just now (test on Thursday) is actually true! Yosh! The feeling is so great!

          We received back some of our test paper today. My chemistry result has improved but I still need to continue working hard. My physic….result still down the drain (need to do more revision) Gambate!!!! Statistics….improve a lot as well (full marks :D)… Maths… (Mr Teh dowan to give us back the paper but according to him, half of the class failed.) <Pray hard that I’m not going to be one of the failure coz I already did my best for this paper. >

          After school, Chua, Fish, Wennie, Chong Chyi and I were talking in tuition area. Wennie was saying I always bring a smile on my face whenever I go… Hmm..i thinks there’s a fact here. - If u see me keep on smiling, that means I am enjoying my wonderful life very much! - In tuition area, we talked lots of stuff and everyone keep on laughing. We can even laugh about Chua’s eraser! LoL!

          AS level is getting nearer and I start getting afraid coz almost every subject I took for AS, I still not confident yet. Need to prepare a tight schedule later….

Ok, I’m not in PiNk now…don’t complain ya

~Kimberly~

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       These few days i have a lot weird dreams. On Tuesday, i dreamt i was in a camp and Benedict is in the camp too (probably is the coming review camp). During the camp, i decided to study so i ask Benedict to teman me to study. Then he looking at me fiercely and he keep on scolding me…I really don’t know what i did but it seems so real….

       Last night, i dreamt the whole KK is full of Zombies!!!!!!!! Omg! and i’m a policewoman. The zombies is everywhere and we need to detect it where is it and kill them! So, my housing area got lots of zombie. And u know wat? when all the policemen reach there, all the zombies were gone! So we go to other place. But after a while, we receive call that there are zombie near my housing area! (i tot we juz go there and there is no zombies?)

       So, we went there again to kill the zombies. one of the policeman go near to one zombie to shoot him. However, the policeman’s gun no more bullet ..(omg!) I ran there trying to help him with my gun but i was too late…the policeman is bite by the zombie (According the Resident Evil, once u bite by a zombie..after 3 hours, u will turn to zombie as well). Too bad for my fren. In the end, i use my gun to shoot the zombie. There were hundreds of zombie in my housing area so i cannot finish shooting damn..i did not have any gun machine or wat…juz a simple rifle gun. damn!

       In the end, we all ran away…and i guess wat? I fly away!!!!!!!!!! lol….my dream is great. Luckily i can fly if not i wil be eaten by one of the zombies.

       I juz woke up 10 minutes ago. Juz a 2 hours sleep and i dreamt of something very funny also. I dreamt i go saloon to cut my hair. Actually, I just wan to go to the saloon to trim my hair, but the stupiaakkk saloon girl go cut my hair into half~!!!! So i ask her why? she said is a method of cutting hair..duh! then she say she will trim my hair then only after trimming she will stick my hair back.. (can’t u believe it? weird……..) she say nowadays a lot ppl will prefer of sticking hair coz it’s very convenient…(i juz don’t get it). Oh well, so i let the sallon girl to stick my hair back. AFter sticking, i realize that my hair colour………changed into Light Brown colour! (pretty nice ^.^) Then, I woke up from my dream for a minutes…I touched my hair just to make sure it’s a draem and it’s NOT REAL!

       After that, i go back to sleep coz i was too tired. Ok..here goes another dream……I dreamt i was going shopping with jenny….Wow..there’s so many nice dresses in a shop (inside the dream) Then, got one very tall and evil girl try to come into this shop (to steal clothes from the shop). There’s a lot of entrace to this shop actually..lots of doors i mean. So, in order to block the tall and evil girl from coming in the shop, we have to close all the doors… We keep on closing the door nonstop. When we close this door, she go to another door. (i dunno why in the dream, we are so afraid of that girl) in the end, she managed to come into the shop and she some sort of……..take control of that shop. So we need to kill the girl. We put a lot of nails on the floor and she stepped on it and she fell down (maybe she is too tall or something). Finally, she was gone. The END!!!!

Taken today in my church

~Kimberly~

I will follow my new timetable created by Samson

~Kimberly~

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      I think I wasted so much time doing "useless" things during the holiday which is "wasting of time", coz i got a feeling that it won’t have any "fruit" / "Da guo" in the end.

      I felt guilty for not doing a timetable for holiday. But i really headache dunno how to arrange my time. I know, "First thing first", but i really don’t know what is the first thing i should do. In the end, i stuck here dunno which and what to start after all.

       After joining the IS Leadership Camp on January, I learned to consider whether i should do the right way or the easy way. Sometimes, I will try think whether what i’m doing right now will bring me benefit or not, or will it bring benefit to other ppl.

        However, i realize that….what i’m doing doesn’t give benefit to anyone! Sad sad… And i believe that i should learn from my mistake, which is i should think before i act. I think i wasted too much time during this holiday. I should act wisely, coz I believe that for this week of holiday, i can improve a lot of the past.

       Oh ya, today when i’m in Centre point, something flashed back in my mind… which is…….. "Don’t let other obstacles affect your future"

~Kimberly~

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